i’ve come to realize hell is a place on earth

i can never ever breathe or ANYTHING. i hate eating and drinking and moving… core is busy at work so i had to go to the store by myself and get medicine. my friend white rose was there too! i expected that he’d be at work, but i suppose not. he was talking to the cashier or something, and he mentioned me. more specifically, he used the correct pronouns for me. which doesn’t sound bad, but.. the cashier was transphobic or something apparently. he called me something i won’t type here for my own reasons, but yeah. i was just trying to get medicine and talk to my friend…