3/20/2026

not in my wine mom era yet but i'm getting close

painkillers are GREAT! i feel so much better now... granted, my rust is getting.. a bit worse, but it isn't my fault! sure, i shouldn't have gone out in the rain, knowing what i'm made of. but i'm just an object! i can't stay inside forever.

although.. i can't help but feel guilty. core has begun working overtime some days. i don't have the strength to tell him not to. i- well, we need this. although i feel horrible... i know how much he values his time at home, and he's been especially fixated on taking care of me. of course i appreciate that, but i simply feel guilty...