11/12/2025

today was AWFUl ugh

work today was HORRIBLE!!! it was just so LONG, time felt like it was going absolutely nowhere! it was just sitting there ALL DAY, waiting for something interesting to happen. i was bored, but i suppose that that's okay. more time to reflect, maybe? who really knows.

it's sad, too. i wanted to ask core about those things i was talking about last time, but he was doing that thing where he wants to be alone for a very long time. i missed him, but he seemed angry. he was hotter than normal. not in the attractiveness way, in the temperature way. he gets exceedingly warm when he's angry, i've noticed. i'm not entirely positive as to why, (hey, look at the fancy text coding thing i learned! italics! °◡°♡) but that's alright. i let him have some alone time, since he definitely seemed like he needed it. the funny thing is, usually when he comes home the first thing he does is greet me! but he just sort of.. stormed off. and left me alone. it hurt a bit, but that's alright. i suppose everybody needs their alone time sometimes. but it's so strange, usually he's rather clingy. but i do suppose he could've had a difficult day at work like i did.

but even with that said, whenever he has a hard day he only seems more clingy! i'll need to ask him about THAT, too. i'll.. do it tomorrow. or tonight, if i can.