3/12/2026

life update, or rather lack of it

i was feeling this strange itching and burning around one of the shoulders of my object, and it was beginning to get really bad.. to the point where going to work felt impossible. interestingly, it's also been storming a lot recently where i live. so it's humid. anyways i'm rusting. i'm so anxious about it, and it burns so awfully... i've been bedridden the past few days. it BURNS. i have core here to take care of me, but he has to work too. worst part is how fatal rust is.. we all read about that in health so i don't think it'd be worthwhile to explain, though. i don't know if i'll survive this but i sure hope i do! i'm still so young... the surgery to get rid of it is so pricey, and i know it has to be stressing core out.. we don't make all that much combined. sure, we make a decent amount but it's nowhere near how much that costs, and it'll probably only get higher as this thing progresses. i can't even try scrubbing it off, it hurts too bad. and laying in bed is so boring! i simply watch movies all day, and i'm RUNNING OUT OF THEM. it's the most tiring thing!

i suppose i'll just have to wait and hope this gets better. i know it can't happen on its own, but can't an object hope? it's important to hope now, i guess. haven't got much else going for me.